I've been reminiscing about what I used to look like before my prednisone. I've also been contemplating what my "style" should be when my head goes back to normal, assuming that will even happen. It's been a long time spent in flannel pyjamas and unflattering stretchy things. I'm tired of riding underwear and having the clothes I bought for my drug induced enlarging body becoming like tube, body socks.
It's pretty bad when I buy a top with swing area in the front and I can just pull it ever my belly. Oddly enough though a bunch of that water weight is in my lovely lady lumps. Okay, breasts. I have really nice breasts and some cleavage. Woohoo!
So, my style before was pretty eclectic and I had guys say I looked like a sexy librarian and Betty Page. Nice. Time has passed and if I get off this prednisone, I need a new look. I'm thinking Jackie O meets Gwen Stephani meets Betty Page.
I want 50's dress suits and pillbox hats. I want my badass girl boots and black hair with fishnets. I WANT BANGS AGAIN.
I think I'm entering the escapism faze from all the recent traumatic events.