So, I've been on my own a lot these last two years. I've been too sick to notice up until now. Now, as I continue to improve, I'm starting to feel this void which is in my life. The boys have gone off to see my parents and the few people I have left are out and about busy. I am completely on my own.
My two year post transplant cancerversary is coming on Sunday and I planned to have my two close friends over. One of them suggested to bring some of her friends and I declined. I thought about how I will get too overwhelmed and exhausted. Trying to follow in conversations and getting to know new people wears me out and is hard in general.
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Then...this was last night. When the gnome and alien came to dinner I decided that perhaps I should reconsider. I'd say the sooner the better.
Don't worry. I already made the call.
1 comment:
Let the new friends (er....the real people) entertain you...just sit back, listen and enjoy
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