Hole

I think there is an empty hole where my life used to be. I feel like I have been in a coma and have woken up to everything missing. My kids are still here, thank God. I have a home, I have food. I have the ability to get up and move.

The people are missing. What I filled my days with is missing. School is gone, my dreams of traveling are gone, hopes of falling in love are gone. My memory and ability to academically or physically achieve are gone. What do I do now?

My creativity is still here tormenting me with ideas I cannot follow through on yet.

What do I do now?