I'm really dragging my feet, this severe sleep deprivation is really getting to me. I stopped sleeping after my transplant. The doctors keep switching up all my medications and I'm pretty sure it's going to get better? All I know is my daily functioning level has been on the floor since August 1st, when I switched to amtitryptoline (that is likely spelled wrong but I'm to tired to go look up the correct spelling).
I think this is the last big hurdle to getting my life back and getting back to work. Right now I feel severely overwhelmed by not much. I went to the doc a few days ago and I could hardly string a sentence together. I apologized and he said that's pretty normal considering. He changed up my meds again and I'm hopeful it will work. I'm pretty damned fed up with this.
I remember as a kid my mom telling me that some people had disorders, where they couldn't sleep. I think I had seen an article or something about it and had asked. I remember thinking how absurd, how could not sleeping do such terrible things to people?
Weird thing is, my mom and I are going through menopause at the same time and she can't sleep either. This is so awful, I just can't manage. I have stuff to do.