Saturday, December 12, 2009

Feeling Bummed

Damn. I don't think I'm getting better. I cough and cough all day and night. I'm bored and lonely because my sons are out snowboarding and doing other fun things... and here I am again, just sitting, waiting to get better. This gets hard after a while. I've been mostly out of commission since Nov. 1st-ish.

I had my hair done yesterday as a Christmas gift, so I'm pretty excited about that and have a party to go to this evening but I don't feel up to it. Damn, damn, damn.

I'm lonely today which freaks me out because apparently a study was done that shows loneliness IS CONTAGIOUS! Also, bitterness is an actual disorder now or about to be one.

I'm running out of stuff to make me feel better, so thanks for all the kind comments from everyone. I read them and they make me smile.

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

I only know you through your blog, but you seem like a fucking rad lady! And you have great style, too. I've had some kind of flu for the past week and haven't been able to go out and do anything fun and I am going to miss my besties' cocktail party tonight, so you are not alone in your flu-induced boredom/lonliness.

Sweetlife said...

I know what you mean! I feel like I am waiting to feel better so life can resume too! I decided to start a blog for this reason, as well as my Wish List, and hopefully a lot of writing in general. I am trying to fill my time with constructive things that I can do when I am not feeling well and/or am very weak.

I hope you make it to the party & I know your hair looks great! If you don't, get the rest you need & then I hope you will try and fill your time with some creative pursuits...I know you are an artist, which is one of the things I admire about you. I am an artist wanna-be! I am trying to write...I think there is hope for me with that!

And......we can keep each other company on our blogs and websites!

Wishing You Happy Times....solitary & excitingly social alike!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T @ Poppy Place said...

Sorry you are having trouble getting rid of that bug. :( Hope you make it to the party.:) With your "can do" attitude I bet you will be back bouncing around soon. Fingers (and everything) crossed. Wishing you well and sending positive energy.

Regards, T. :)

Caroline said...

Cancer causes loneliness? Okay, I buy that. It can cause bitterness because it sucks the very happiness out of our lives. Call me bitter this evening. But I am. I'm allowed. I do hope you feel better soon. I took up crocheting while going through chemo as a wise friend told me I needed a hobby to prevent insanity. I ended up crocheting everyone I know a scarf... Now I just have piles of yarn.

Neil Wiernik said...

hey beautiful I was looking for your digits to call you today I think we are over due for a phone call to skeem all our fun f*#k cancer art projects and meet up plans for early next year... while Im at it Ill try to throw in a few of my signature silly comments that hopefully will make you laugh!!! email me your digits I some how lost them in one of these silly archives in my gmail account... hope your feeling slightly better and if not we will need to do some thing about that fellow warrior!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lots of love
Neil xoxo

T.Allen-Mercado said...

Aww man, well that sucks! Even if you don't feel up to the party, I have a suggestion. It works for me when my depression prevents me from joining the festivities. Ready? Don your party outfit, your party face and hair, nails if you fancy. Then put on your favorite tunes and make yourself a snack; I'm partial to toast with jam. Dance about, sing even- eat your snack and make the most of it. No pressure to stay long if you don't want to, and so what if your feet hurt or your hair isn't just right! (Hugs)

Daria said...

When you are not feeling well things just appear to be worse than they are ... hoping once you feel better ... you feel better.

Anonymous said...

Your blog keeps getting better and better! Your older articles are not as good as newer ones you have a lot more creativity and originality now keep it up!

BaldyLocks said...

Awww, thanks :)

Ed Everest said...

Re "bitterness is an actual disorder now or about to be one" lol.
Not sure whether I like "bitter and twisted syndrome" or "bitter and twisted disorder" more - think I prefer "bitter and twisted syndrome"