Hesitating

I'm hesitating on going to get my bloodwork done today. It's been 6 months and I'm still so used to seeing the bloodsuckers every other week. I've noticed that I hate walking in the direction of the hospital in general. It's a beautiful walk through the tree lined neighborhoods. I go for walks quite often and had sort of wondered why I always choose a route that is away, when the reason struck me. Even now that I know and it's only a 10 minute walk I swear it's the longest walk ever. I'll put on my earbuds and just go.