AAAAGH! My brain feels like scrambled eggs today. WTF?
I spent the last couple of days functioning quite well getting the boys up and off to school etc. Then yesterday I had another two sets of immunizations. I guess that could be what's up with me today. I'm just tired, feel a little cry-ish and can't seem to get my head on straight to accomplish anything.
Yesterday I was on a fantabulous roll, getting to things that have been left to the wayside, returning emails, printing out a price list for selling my paintings, cleaning and getting organized. Then today started with a screeching halt. I got out of bed at 11:00am and have been mostly on the computer. I've attempted to get a few things done online but my brain couldn't focus and the whole thing seemed like a complicated mess. It should have been a simple task. Today my life feels like it's stagnant and I feel like I am falling into an abyss of failure. Usually I can emotionally keep my head above water but not today.
I eventually attempted to go out somewhere to clear my head and ended up buying a brownie that was $2.25 and tastes, blah. Even that sent me into a spin. A wasted $2.25! In a second attempt I walked to the neighborhood coffee shop and tried to read for a bit with a mocha, that's what "normal" people do, right? Whatever I was reading just made me feel deeper in my hole so I walked home.
I guess I just have to accept that today is difficult for whatever reason and tomorrow will be better.