Thursday, September 10, 2009

Be Kind to Thy Self

AAAAGH! My brain feels like scrambled eggs today. WTF?

I spent the last couple of days functioning quite well getting the boys up and off to school etc. Then yesterday I had another two sets of immunizations. I guess that could be what's up with me today. I'm just tired, feel a little cry-ish and can't seem to get my head on straight to accomplish anything.

Yesterday I was on a fantabulous roll, getting to things that have been left to the wayside, returning emails, printing out a price list for selling my paintings, cleaning and getting organized. Then today started with a screeching halt. I got out of bed at 11:00am and have been mostly on the computer. I've attempted to get a few things done online but my brain couldn't focus and the whole thing seemed like a complicated mess. It should have been a simple task. Today my life feels like it's stagnant and I feel like I am falling into an abyss of failure. Usually I can emotionally keep my head above water but not today.

I eventually attempted to go out somewhere to clear my head and ended up buying a brownie that was $2.25 and tastes, blah. Even that sent me into a spin. A wasted $2.25! In a second attempt I walked to the neighborhood coffee shop and tried to read for a bit with a mocha, that's what "normal" people do, right? Whatever I was reading just made me feel deeper in my hole so I walked home.

I guess I just have to accept that today is difficult for whatever reason and tomorrow will be better.

5 comments:

Anastasia said...

Hi BaldyLocks,

I'm sorry to hear that you had a "bla" day today. I definitely have those! I myself, was in an "off" mood today, feeling rather "cranky" and tired. "Be Kind to Thy Self" is a great suggestion!!! Please do be kind to your self! I hope tomorrow is better. :) :) :)

Bohemian Chic said...

We all have days like that..that is what "normal people do". Chalk it up to a bad day..tomorrow will be better. So glad you got you price list done for your paintings..you'll be back in the studio in no time.

Sara Williams said...

We have to have bad days to appreciate the good, or else, thats what I keep telling myself. I usually find a sleep works OR listen to some uplifting music. Hope the days get better x

Caroline said...

Well personally since I have never had a blah day, I wouldn't know.... Ha! Actually I have more blah days than I care to count. Perhaps you need a day of taking care of you. Not sitting around and moping but a day of taking care of you? Get a manicure/massage/facial, whatever works for you and makes you feel perky. Hair cut? new pair of shoes? Whatever it takes. That's called being normal. Hell, if I knew what normal was, I would try to be normal more often.

Daria said...

Some days are like that ...they just suck ... I hope you have better days soon.